"You already are right where
"You already are right where you long to be" – what is so hard to accept about that?
The search has been called off, why am I still seeking? If I let myself sink into feeling that I'm there, always already there, what is this subtle checking that is still going on, this looking around with eyes closed, ferreting through the pockets of my heart, listening intently into ... what? Obviously, I don't believe it's right here. I still believe it has to be found. And I still believe that becoming aware is an action or event, and that there is still some "distance" that has to be covered. If there is no distance in whatever sense of the word, then all that remains to do for me is to ..... sit down like that blind man. Dear God, what is sitting down? No, don't laugh. Teach me.
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I sent money to show my appreciation for your service and the energy you put into this positive. My heart's desire is to walk the steps of Knowledge. In the Light of Creator, I give my thanks for your Being in this time of transition. Salu!
Christer Rudd, Norway