pondering
I have tried to believe that for too long. Now it seems to me the only thing pondering is leading to is a yearning for the end of pondering. As I understand this Heavenletter, pondering is all the extra thinking that does not contribute to swimming at all but only creates, maintains and deepens rifts, splitting us off from what is. When you are in the present, you are not pondering, as this Heavenletter says.
As long as pondering is fun, fine. When it gets painful, it is natural we start wondering. What is it about? What do I have to keep a distance from? In my case, it appears to be God Himself.


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Dana Petrescu, Romania