If I am intruding
Jochen, If I offend, please forgive my intrusion into your rhoughts.
The way I see it, in our normal lives we move between two extremes that you might call realms of experience. It is not a jumping but a smooth gradient of movement up and down toward these extreme ends. This letter describes the superfiacial realm as our "embroiled individuality." The other extreme is down to our source: the love that "nourishes itself in your heart." The "God Immersion" that his letter describes is the extreme end as we see through His eyes.
It sure does seem like we are to 100% lose our individuality in order to immerse in love, from some of the phrasing of this letter. This can't be a correct interpretation, though. I think the key to this is the phrase: "And then you think about it, and the awareness of awareness comes, and the fullness of love eclipses itself in your thought of it." I read this awareness of awareness as a new kind of thought that transforms our individuality without destroying it. I see this as supporting our role in bringing Heaven to earth, as we eventually begin to see our individual lives through our Creator's eyes.
Commiserating with you concerns.....Chuck
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I sent money to show my appreciation for your service and the energy you put into this positive. My heart's desire is to walk the steps of Knowledge. In the Light of Creator, I give my thanks for your Being in this time of transition. Salu!
Christer Rudd, Norway