Heavenletters

... you ousted yourself from Heaven rather than possibly risk finding yourself unworthy to be in Heaven.

Yes, that is so, dear God. No one likes to do this to themselves. But many of us were told by others like themselves that they were unworthy, in some cases even unworthy to be on earth. And we are teaching it, though hopefully to a lesser degree, to our children again. It is not that difficult to intellectually understand there never was unworthiness, not even in theory. But it appears to be much more difficult to dispel the illusion of unworthines once you have bought into it. I have no idea why we did it. It is like an alien language we were force-fed, a language overlaying our mother tongue more and more until we hardly remembered it. You, God, must be speaking this original language, for reading Your letters always feels like remembering another facet of what seemed lost. There must be many of those facets or we would be back in Your embrace, and our own, by now.