Humiliation and Hurt
I can totally relate Gloria but easier said than done. I still feel I have to right the wrongs done to me, to say this is what you did, this is the effect on me, this is how I feel and this is what you can do to rectify your wrongs but when the person does not want to hear and just wants to get away with what he did and is afraid because of his crimes and therefore very offensive and defensive, what shall I do??? I tried to forget and run to God, and did years of sadhana and came back and nothing has changed. I try to tell myself to forgive and forget but I can't get there yet. Am still dealing with the devastation of my career and marriage and finances...What to do??? I stay away and it never heals...or very, very slowly I hurt less...and even more slowly the anger that was repressed arises (yes, ego i know even when it's righteous)
Random Comments
I would like to thank Gloria and Anita Manasse for the oportunity to translate these letters into Spanish. Having done that for some time, I feel as if the essence of them has sunk deeply into my very being. Heaven Letters represent a wonderful way to connect with the source of it all. God - Love. This letters change the way we have been "trained" to perceive God, ourselves, and the world around us. We should take these letters and read them/hand them out to people who are feeling poorly, wherever they are. The comments of other readers have been most inspiring and touching.