What I think, beloved Sasha,
What I think, beloved Sasha, doesn't matter. I know we do the best we can, and to let go of the past is a freeing thing to do. Even to have the intention to let go rather than to hold on can be freeing. Psychology may say to live it all over again so we can release it. I don't know about that. That almost seems like an indulgence to me.
I remember in The Yearling by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings, a book my classes read in junior high school, Jody, the young boy, loved his deer Flag with all his heart. Jody had rescued Flag as a newborn when Flag's mother had been killed. And now Flag was eating their crops which the family had to have to survive. It wasn't easy for the father either, but he had to shoot his son's beloved Flag. Jody went through heavy trauma, ran away and so forth. When he returned, his wise father said something like this to him:
"We all have our hurts. We just have to take them as our share and move on."
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