Yes...this is it!
...In your case, you are standing in Heaven, and you don't believe it. Whether you have the awareness or not doesn't change where you are. Of course, you are in Heaven with Me. You can't be anywhere without Me, and where I AM, Heaven is....
Here we all are...already in Heaven! and ps, we don't have to be dead to be in Heaven! So here we are standing with God in Heaven. And if this is true, how come it doesn't feel and look like Heaven? Great question.
Maybe cause we're asking the question.
Maybe cause we have bought the story of our lives, hook, line and sinker...and we are sticking to it.
Maybe cause we don't believe we are ready or worthy to receive the glory and freedom and Love of Heaven.
Etc, etc, etc.......
Maybe the only thing that apparently keeps us from Realization...is the number of "etc's" at the end of the last paragraph.
My expeerience has been this:
In any single moment, whatever I am up to in my experience, if I stop and be quiet and turn to whatever I believe to be the "God" within....there is an ensuing peace with this...and it does feel like:
"I have dropped down from the busy marketplace of my mind into the all-abiding Love and spaciousness of the Heart"....
And...in the Heart...there is a soft and simple...yet profound awareness of All that is. Love and peace for all of us. Jim.


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The first thing that struck me when I started reading Heavenletters is how Heavenletters express magnificently the unique IDEA/VIBRATION on which God created each one of us. Heavenletters shine very High. They unconditionally serve the Universe. God has and is His own Theory of Universe, and Heavenletters are a source of Inspiration for the real foundations of Science, the Science of Light, Love and Creation. It inspires me to write something about the way Heavenletters cobble the road to science, when science discovers that it also has a heart.