Heavenletters

Dear friends, your wonderful comments on this Heavenletter remind me of one of my favorites, #2582, The Lock and the Key. Although most of you will know it, I just have to quote from it here:

There is one thing worth demanding of Me. When you demand what I will suggest to you in a moment, this is how you will announce your clarity of intention and purpose. You may think it is up to Me to give you what you want, but it is really of yourself, beloveds, that you are demanding. Yes, there is one thing that serves you well to demand of Me. Now I will tell you what it is. Say:
“Look, God, I want to know You for myself. I don’t want to read about You any longer. I don’t want to hear what other people have to say. I want You, and I want to know I know You. I don’t want faith any longer. I don’t want the faith that You are by My side. I want to know that You are by my side. I want to know for myself that You are deep in My heart. I want to know the love You give me firsthand. I don’t want to take anyone’s word for it anymore but Yours. I want to hear You for myself. I don’t want any more reports about You. I want You right here. I want You undeniably right where I want You. With all respect, God, give me back My awareness of You. Give me My awareness back once and for all, and never let me lapse my contract with You again.”
This demand I accept. I am indebted to you for this demand. This is a demand that is My Will for you to demand of yourself. It tells me of your sincerity and your fixity of purpose, and it tells me of your readiness.
Demand or request, in a loud voice or silently, I like to hear this from you. It tells me your desire is strong. It tells Me that you know what’s what. It tells Me you want your life to be filled with My Presence. You want unshakeable awareness. You don’t want a hint, a clue, a supposition. You are telling me this is your true desire, and that it will be fulfilled. You will fulfill it.

Re-reading this treasure, I can see I have changed at least a little in the meantime. I feel closer to actually demanding this, and the sentence You will fulfill it stands out as if in neon.

And once again, coming back to this present Heavenletter, I am amazed at how little it takes to have our true desire fulfilled:

Awareness isn't something you can talk yourself into, beloveds. You know that. Awareness isn't a lesson you can study. Awareness can yet happen at any time, just the way you can wake up spontaneously in the morning at five or six or seven.
All you have to do is to desire to find the right street and keep going in that direction.