Heavenletters

Marko, dear, yes, you have seen through me. But my wife loves techniques and tools and we have much fun understanding and enjoying our different preferences and being happily one. Thank God, no one has to be right and everything is good for someone and being fed up with tools is neither higher nor, as you suggest, necessarily for eternity. Everything is all right as long as no one says, "Now let us all....." I know you are not saying this. You are an explorer and that's wonderful.

Having said that, I invented a tool yesterday and immediately called it Nonstick Consciousness™. No kidding. During my evening meditation (no, not really meditation; no particular practice; just deeply enjoying relaxed calmness), my inner field of awareness suddenly appeared as if coated with polytetrafluoroethylene (aka Teflon) and not able to hold anything any more: everything, EVERYTHING sliding off, leaving for a moment an awareness without content. I can feel that sliding off almost physically AND I can go back into it. So that will be my tool for now. It's wonderful to be rid of everything for a moment.

But yes, I don't really know what to do with things to do. I don't feel good doing them. Very often when I open a Heavenletter (like the one below suggested to me today by our Cosmic Heavenletter Generator), I find words that seem to tell me I am not to do anything.

From the Energy of God's Thought
Heavenletter # 1347 Published on: July 25, 2004
God said:
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You always were, and so you are. If verb tense were true, We would say that from the beginning of creation, you were. We will say you were with Me, but there was no where to be. There was no who. There was no how and no why. There was no was. There is the Allness of Oneness.
When the Earth and All were spread out before you, it was as if you were spread out. It was as if I made a blanket of Myself and covered Myself with it, but that could only be a game of Let's Pretend. I created a universe from the energy of My thought, and you imagined you were spewed out in a sequence of time and space, but I contained you all the while. Nothing happened. Everything was. Everything is. Everything is a euphemism for Oneness, for there was no thing.
I never departed from Myself. I never slivered one part of My consciousness. My consciousness, which is what I AM and ALL THAT I AM, remained whole. None of it slipped away. Where could it slip to? After all, I am All, and that means you too. You are totality. You are the totality of Oneness. Of course, words do not say. There is no inclusion really for there is no exclusion or seclusion. There is no opposite to Oneness. All of this is in a manner of speaking. Words fall short.
There is no one to speak to, and there is nothing to be heard. All is understood, and all is known. Bones cannot be set when there is no fracture. Oneness never lost cannot be regained.
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