Heavenletters

Hello Gloria :o)

Yes, I am listening and I will pass it on. Today`s letter fills me up with emotion, because I am about to make my earthly life`s most important decision :o) , which isn`t my decision, and I am seeing quite clear what is surrounding this decision. That`s just what I think though. As a matter of fact I can feel some of it, but know there are going to be lots of surprises. I like surprise. I am exhausted, happy, scared and amazed at life`s turn for the better. I have known for a long time that I would not make this decision on my own. By the way, it`s not a decision anyone makes on their own:o) But to be the center of attention to such an extent, is something only God can assist in, or maybe not. In one way it is frustrating that I am out of control, in an other way it`s such a relief that God is deciding for me, or.. I don`t think that God wants me to struggle anymore. I am very grateful and my heart goes out to everyone involved, that I am sure of. There is a lot happening around me, and I can feel it every day, I am quite sure of it, but not quite. It makes me laugh as well. The whole idea of it all is so outrageous that I can`t but laugh, or maybe I am crying really. Well I am sure I will find out sooner or later, I think. I expect great love now, a new experience for me and something I will treasure up for ever. I certainly don`t believe that it`s happening by chance, and I know something great is going to arise from the occasion. I am finished with the passed, and I am cherishing the moment of now to create a wonderful future. I will spend the next days to get rid of old clutter, a spring cleaning if you like, to release new energy. I am getting 2 new windows as well I think. I am ordering red double-glazed windows with yellow glazing bars and purple glass. I have been told that purple glass gives a better view, and I think I might believe it, just give me 2 and 1 day and I`ll know on the third. Isn`t life just odd. Odd is a Norwegian name, and there is a whole crowd of Odds here in Son, I think so anyway, but I am not quite sure. You never can be, can you really. Or maybe that`s not real, but an illusion.

Love you Gloria and all the rest of you :o) I didn`t really forget my name. I just had to see what you had in stall for me this time...
The comment I thought got lost, popped up on the screen again. I may as well send it to you :o)