Gloria, yes I am

Gloria,
yes I am new I just joined yesterday. You wrote to me and welcomed me, I do have a lot going on in my life and I joined for encouragement and uplift. Lately I have really needed tbe surround with God I have been wanting to take my own life over this whole situation with my sister and losing my father. I know it is wrong and I need to be here for my son. Plus I have met a really wonderful guy I want to spend the rest of my life with. He just lives in Morocco and I am unable to get to him. My funds are not able to get to him and he is unable to help. I am just tired of being depressed and unhappy. I want to let everything go and move forward with my life.

God is doing wonderful things in my life I am really trying to just let everything go. I do not want the money and I do not want to be so bitter that is not who I am anymore. All I want to do is get to know Driss and move to morocco and be his wife and get to know his culture and his family. I am really excited about leaving.

God has me writing a book and it is going to bring profit to start an orphange in Morocco. I am very excited about that too. I just have to be patient and obedient to God. But I am upset with myself with the anger in my heart over the loss of my father and the way my sister treating me and not helping my mom, son, and I. I keep asking God why can't I let go. Or step in and allow her to do what my father asked her to do. She was left all of the life Inc to provide as I needed not to only take care of her family.

Well I am sorry Thanks for writing again. Things have been really bad in my heart and I am trying to get guidance & healing everyday I do not want the money to be the reason of my bitterness. it is not worth it. I am a child of God and know he is with me and he is providing things will work out in his glory...

God Bless You
Always,
April

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