Heavenletters

Recently I sometimes find myself thinking at the end of the day's Heavenletter, "Whoa, what will He say tomorrow?" The feeling is almost of nearing the end of a serial ... the final solution ... the happy ending. Anyway, these are the exact words I have been feeling and thinking and sometimes speaking, and I'm sure many Heavenreaders, posters and non-posters, are in that situation too.

Sometimes the thought crosses my mind whether we -- having heard this and not objecting but not quite able to "do the math" yet -- could at least act a little more "as if". As if we actually believed that everything is already ours, only not quite accessible yet. Wouldn't we at least stop fighting each other in subtle and not so subtle ways? Wouldn't we at least stop trying to use one another in subtle and not so subtle ways? Would not simple honesty reign more and more? In short, wouldn't the thought of "my advantage" become ridiculous and impossible even before I come into my true inheritance?

Today my first year of Heavenletters is drawing to a close. I made my very first comment (not verified) on November 25th, 2007. Has anything happened? Well, at least I know today that I will do whatever it takes to learn (or remember) the math. I even sometimes feel close to it. I am more grateful than I can say. And this Heavenletter really says everything that is in my heart and on my mind right now.

You have quoted me quite aptly, dear God. What will You answer?