Heavenletters

Some wonderfull angel knew what God thought I needed...to give me the power I was going to need.

I am Just back from a wondelfull journey in Egypt...lived with the bedoins slept under the stars and walked on the bottom of the see in the sinai dessert and been in the Geops piramide in the room of rememberance.....wonderfulllllll What a power I got from this trip..back to my roots....

When I got back I had enough courage to deal with the girl I am having in my house and has a borderline problem.

Today....She is gone now after 2 and a half months of struggeling to get her back on track...It makes me sad that I didn t succeed to create a better outcome allthough I know have helped her with several items..and now a have delivered her and her problem over to God. I know this is the best thing to do! The problems were too big for me to handle. The best solution was to let her go now, for my own health and my sons........She is 17 and living now with friends here and there....It feels so sad to know she has no home and is not welcome with her parents...It feels like I have failed. As I wrtite this I hear in my head I have not failed...I have done a great deal and most of all I loved her...and still do....I told her that it is not her...I have seen here golden heart but her behavior ....but she doesn t want to be helped.....anyway, .I gave it my heart....and still...... I feel tears coming up in my eyes...I am burning a candle for her and all the other souls having no home in this world.....

So you see we all need to be stars to each other...holding hands and God will lead our ways in mysterios ways..love angel iris