Automatic and Sheer Desire
When I see, there is no distance between me or those matters and men and flows around me, there is Knowingness. Solely knowingness.
Residing inmidst an impulse is happiness, is Heaven.
Residing in accomplishments is heavy. Because everything is accomplished, I need force in order to think, there is room for accomplishing something or something else. There is no room for this. Room exists only for desire. Desiring creates ways and rooms. Desire is room. Heaven is desire making room. When I think, there is room for accomplishing anything, I get pressured and I am exacting pressure or I am allowing others, to press on me.
"Often it is the same on Earth, as in Heaven", says God. I was not only told, it is the other way round; I produced reasons for this statement of my own during dozens of years of my life. So God's words are relating me to my awareness about what happened since I began to read and to translate Heavenletters.
I can see more often the heaven on earth. In an impulse and in impulses here and there; and not so rarely - in love travelling - in my travelling to small towns and theaters and musical presentations and operas with love - in things, feelings, people being permeated or permeating - in matters where curing is taking place, visibly - in situations where nothing gets in the way of anyone or anything - in my computers, for instance, and in the speech recognition software, for instance, which work and works better and better - in my consciousness during the work, which does not get tired, and in my body which does not get tired or hungry - there is no accomplishment of frustration, at least not as a habit - when I think of something I can remember who it is really: God and me, God and Jennifer, God and Lee, God and Maiwawa, so, what I think of, it is already there - .
It struck me and awakened me ... God talks about the course of our 'normal' action-taking ... we want to go on a vacation to a distant isle - etc.; the day arrived when we step onto an airplane that will take us there. In between, God says, there is a phase, where I become like a servant to the idea I set in motion. Hmm. I a m s e r v i n g m y s e l f - - without knowing it 'normally' during accomplishing or fulfilling or aiming to anything. Thank you, dear God, how you arranged this process of being on earth in Heaven! Wonderful. If You had asked me, today, how to manage this, I would never had conceived something like this, I would not have caught this! Now I got it. And it brings me closer to You. Now I know I knew it already, and did not know what I knew already. This is a new day. And the next is a new day.
Since this Heavenletter's reading I am walking around - in my house, when I go to town two or three times a week, when I look at some pictures or listening to the news - I am walking around, and seeing .... seeing, people serving their own ideas, people dedicated to their ideas, people hypnotized by the feelings of their ideas and by the anticipation of their feelings and states of beings they desire, people with hearts full of pure and childlike and vibrant and vital and unrepressable desires. I never met one person without such an underlay, since then. Yes, something is on automatic with us. It is with Us.
My course is set. Even if I detour, it will not become a habit anymore to detour.
You and me, we are transmitting energies, bursting out at the propulsion area of God. Being God desiring.
Let us be who we are. Blessings for us, for God and for everyone and everything else. Let us bless.
We are surrounded, visibly and palpably surrounded by Heaven. Everybody, without any conditions, has eyes and hearts to see it. God says to us what we know we are. What we know we are, we will see. When we see deeper - there is only light. There is only Heaven. Nothing else. Sheer Divine Desire.
Theophil


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Thank you for beautiful Heavenletters. I am compiling a book of my poems with lots of quotations and illustrations. May I quote from Heavenletters?