Questions to ask yourself about your spiritual adventure

Dear One,
 
Yes, it is so easy. Just as I am doing now, when a posting from the forum appears in your inbox, all you have to do is to answer it, and your answer will magically appear in the forum!
 
Thank you for sharing you beautiful heart and mind with us all here.
 
Blessings and love,
 
Gloria
 

From: uriel*krystofer [mailto:cline59 [at] earthlink [dot] net]
Sent: Thursday, April 06, 2006 10:32 PM
To: Personal_Spiritual_Journeys [at] heavenletters [dot] org
Subject: [HeavenLetters Board Our Personal Spiritual Journeys-Bio's] RE: Questions to ask yourself about your spiritual adventure

 
Greetings lovely people….thank you so much for your kind, warm, and inspiring words and for sharing your light and love with me. It is indeed a blessing to me and a gift from God.

I must say that this board is not the easiest to navigate. I apologize for taking so long to find your posts and getting to respond. I began writing my responses and the board bounced me off or something and I lost about a page from my heart. But since it’s in there, I can recall it…so here we go again.

If any of you wish to ask me specific things or share specific things, you can email me here and I will respond as quickly as possible, otherwise I will try and respond here collectively so that we can all share. With that being said…..I would like to begin by saying thank you to John R.

John (Stefan), I appreciate your kind words and am anxious to discuss or share relative reflections that may or may not give you insight into questions or comment on your posts. I don’t know if you are familiar with the Indigo, Crystal, Rainbow or other special children. The Indigo children began showing up prominently in the late 70’s early 80-‘s. They are special children with special gifts, abilities, and personality traits….they have been referred to as the “system busters.” They are strong willed, not easily convinced as they know what their purpose is, they have all the tools necessary to break negative patterns in industry, government, and social structures. I believe they were paving the way for the Crystal Children, the group of children born around the world in the 80’s and 90’s. These children possess special abilities as well and are consummately and continually concerned with spreading love, and forgiveness, diffusing all kinds of negative energy and evil. Nothing can stand in front of these children except truth and love. A researcher who has her Doctorate in psychology and other related arenas has done extensive research and has found that the Indigos began showing up in very small numbers as early as the 1900’s. Supposedly, there were about 5-7% born between 1919 and 1929 and then the % increased…with each decade…with about 25% in the 50’s . There is one who writes to her continually and she is in her late 80’s. I believe that I am one of the earlier ones born here in the US in the late 50’s and in a strange turn of events, found that I am making the transition to the behavior and gifts of the Crystal children…(which is not uncommon with older Indigos) today. A quick digression for example, this week I had to attend a Convention for one of the Professional Associations I belong to and serve on their Board and one of the young people competing in a competition that we host each year, was strangely attracted to me, she kept wanting to talk to me in depth about things that had no bearing on the competition. So after the competition was over we sat in the lobby waiting on her friends and we shared some of the most incredible positive energy and love of God and miracles. It was awesome! She is a Crystal Child and she knows it already (and is a member of a fundamentalist Baptist Church here in our state.)
She focuses her work at school on Community Service Outreach and has many of her friends involved. God is making His presence known in so many places and all that we have to remember is that nothing or no one can control it as He is in total control. He will reclaim His creation.

On the ego question John, all I can offer is my experience and the experience of others. Ego is a fleshly, earthly, driven desire for attention. It is a negative selfish need. When one rids themselves of ego, their focus turns outward and works towards making better the lives of others. If we realize that we all are already blessed, and allow our hearts to understand this and recognize that there are others who are less fortunate, the life purpose of service takes precedence. Focus turns to giving and loving and changing lives or at the very least giving tools and knowledge to help someone else change their own lives. Facilitating positive thought and energy is part of the great work. Once you begin to live in this miracle, ego has no place to thrive. Personality? I had to laugh a little….yes, I have plenty of personality…not to sound egotistical…..it’s just that I live joy. in everything daily and my own personality is larger than life…..I can’t help myself.
I find joy in every little thing I do daily, even when it is negatively motivated…ie: using the last bit of grocery money to pay the light bill with a smile on your face and joking about it. Realizing of course, there are those that will not eat tonight.
The personalities of the Indigo and Crystal Children are of light and determination and are not self motivated, but inspired by their life purpose and the passion with which they live. The hardest thing to govern John is the heart.

It is my opinion that God has my life planned, and to an extent has control in the sense that He also gave me free will to choose. Making choices your whole life are the only things you will be responsible for on the day God judges, if there is indeed a great judgment. Understanding purpose and choosing to follow your leading and living the purpose, His purpose for you is the one time in your life that your free will is directly in line with God’s will. If we are connected with Him then this connection is even stronger when we acknowledge our life purpose.
Helen Hayes, the First Lady of the American theatre said, ““The story of a love is not important, what is important is that one is capable of love. It is perhaps the only glimpse we are permitted of eternity while here.” Love is the key, it is indeed the answer, as it says in the old song. You live your purpose in love and allow your passion to drive you to service. Once you truly serve, you experience joy, real joy.

My personal spiritual history and education and growth has been incredible. I know I have been blessed with many opportunities that many may never have and for that I truly that to “whom much is given, much is indeed required.” I believe that it is all about choice, feeling and hearing God’s voice in your heart and acting on faith, believing in something with your whole heart where doubt has absolutely no room to flourish. You are nothing more than the product of your thought. If you believe you will face obstacles, your life road will be full of speed bumps. But if you see past the road of “dis-ease” you learn to use the speed bumps as ramps to propel you towards your future of purposeful living an abundant life and thereby making the lives of others just as purposeful and full of joy.

Yes, my road has been full of opportunities. I do not see challenges as negatives in my life. I see them as opportunities to grow. One of my students once asked me, “what is the purpose of life?” My immediate answer without thinking was, “to live to love to share to laugh to cry to feel in order to learn all of the skills necessary to use in my eternal work ahead.” I never understood the depth of that statement until my “awakening” and now I am learning “to whom much is given, much is required.” *big southern toothy grin* I appreciate your kind words and your gentle spirit. Allow authenticity and your life will take on immediate changes and joy will flood. As Gloria says, see the joy in the flower. See the joy through your kitchen window as you take your first drink of water after a sweet night’s rest. The birds will sing to you, the trees will whisper, and the light will intensify every color before you. It is then your choice to walk outside and dive into those beautiful gifts of joy. I wish you peace and I know that something I have shared will touch something you need to know. If you know it already, then I am confident you are smiling.

I don’t want to leave out anyone who responded so I have to share several things with Jennine and Gloria. Gloria, I have decided to stick to one thread until I learn to navigate through them better. I did click the Subscribe and checked several things. Now my question is, when they show up in my email box, all I do is answer them? I hope it’s this easy. At any rate, your love and warmth is a blessing and gift and is working it’s magic in others lives who are looking for that one inspiring thought. Thank you for allowing and choosing to share your voice!

Jennine…well well well sister, seems you and I have a great deal in common.
And I thought I had the market cornered on being “chatty.” *big warm smile* What a breath of fresh air you are and how blessed we are to read your voice as well. I want to say right off the bat “Jennie” (if I can be so forward) that you are already bold, "To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires some of the same courage that a soldier needs." Emerson said many inspiring things, but this one I think really accentuates your choice or quite possibly one you might need to reconsider. Eleanor Roosevelt said that it takes as much energy to wish as it does to plan and act. *big warm smile* Watch your local paper for the next show that your community theatre is doing and go audition! Sing loud and strong, who cares if you’re off key. You’re making a JOYFUL noise. You may surprise yourself!

When you have time, drop me a line about your Indigo son! I would love to hear about the miracles you witness.

You said,” I have an open door policy with my heart, as I do not know how NOT to love...it can be painful at times, but as we are all created in His image, are we not meant to love one another? I rest there. “ I love to share so much and sometimes I tend to sound preachy and I honestly don’t mean to so all of you forgive me up front if I do sound that way at times. It is not my intention, I am so excited and see so much I have to share it all. You will only experience the pain Jennie if you choose to hurt.
There is something integral and magical inside of every challenge/opportunity. Even is our hearts are open and free, if we first place ourselves and our thoughts in a positive place, the negativity has nothing to feed off of and the love you feel even when it seems to hurt, pervades through and changes the energy.

Here is an excellent example: you said, “I think if we KNOW that God is, then all the rest has no choice but to fall into place! God is.” I would only respectfully change one word…….I think WHEN we know that God is……*big warm smile* You are so right Jennie…..Bless God!

Yes, I do believe that God allows me to see sometimes but more often than not I speak when He tells me to and most of the time, I don’t even realize I am speaking. Truth speaks for itself. It’s interesting that you used the “baby” analogy…when my sister was pregnant the second time after the first (a miscarriage) my mother had a “dream or vision” that she would have a boy and she was even given a name. Mother kept the name from my sister. They were at a Ladies luncheon where a guest speaker stopped in the middle of her presentation and said plainly, there is a young woman here who recently sent her first child back home to God and He wants you to know that He has blessed you again, and your son’s name will be XXX. The church nurse almost had to thump Mother. (thump is a local term for CPR) There was joy there that day I can tell you. So yes, we all see if God chooses and it is always in His time and season.

My last thought for today I want to share is something God laid in my heart a long time ago. It is power in the hands of those who understand it’s significance.

A human being is part of the whole called universe, a part limited in time and space. We experience ourselves, our thoughts, and feelings as something separate from the rest.
A kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in it’s beauty…we shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if mankind is to survive.” Einstein

I send and share much love and Uriel’s light with all of you.
And as always, as Peace Pilgrim said, I pray for peace now.

Krystofer

"...all we have to decide is what we must do with the time that is given to us..." remembering: "...even the smallest creature has the power to change the course of the world." Love & Light... like JOY...share it, change a life and yours will too.

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