Heavenletters

Hello, Everyone!

I have been gone but not lost. I dont' have internet at home, -I am working on being reconnected with virtuality again soon- and find it more difficult to keep in touch, literally and metaphorically speaking.

I am sure there is a good reason for this! Perhaps I need the "offline" time to reconnect with the "other", the only real reality. I found in the past that solitude, forced or choosen was always to my benefit at the end.
Not to mention, when I do receive a message or a question to ponder on, (from friends, internet friends, strangers who saw one of my postings, or messengers and/or intended receivers of messages, who miracolously appear in my life as of lately) since I do not have the internet, I am forced to fight my human nature of impulsiveness. In the past, I would get so excited with a message, or so eager to help someone I felt was in need of my words, I would get on the net immediately, and spend hours, sometimes a whole night consoling or being consoled. I think, I am now forced to go deeper, to listen harder, to understand better...

Or else, I am just not given the money and opportunity to reconnect the internet...that IS also a possibility. After all, it is easy to believe in our own and God's power, when things are going right and going great. It is harder to have faith when things are not going the way we wanted them to go. Think about it: when things turn out the way we wanted, we say our prayers had been answered, or our meditation or our positive thinking, or whatever we are doing is working. When things do not turn out the way we expected, we cry out: WHY GOD?! OH WHY DID YOU DESERT ME?!

So...this is a postcard from the reluctant prophetess from her post in the wilderness. No, she is not going to turn into a monk, or nun...yes, she is still here, she is still connected to all of you, and what is more important she is more than ever connected to the Heavens. God has the speediest and most reliable connection working, and his system is never down.

Have you got "on line" with him lately?