Heavenletters

Dear Maestro, It is true, we are obliged to stop comparing ourselves to anyone else.
For, in Truth, there is ONLY GOD. This being who feels so separate from God
from Truth, from Peace, from Grace, from Mercy - simply doesn't exist. ONLY GOD
EXISTS. GOD'S MIND, GOD'S HEART IS FILLED WITH LIGHT AND LOVE AND PEACE.

I certainly have figured out that a PhD will make me no wiser or enlightened than someone
with even multiple PhDs. I have heard it said that I am a Great Ray of LIght. That
this body doesn't NOT exist. And at some deep level I KNOW THIS IS TRUE. WHAT
GOD IS COMES NATURALLY TO ME. NO MORE SEEKING. And yet, I remember
Jeshua has said, "Seek, and you shall find". Knock and it shall be opened to you.

So it would seem that to forget our separate seeming self is the wisest thing to do.
LOSE YOURSELF AND FIND YOURSELF. THIS PERSON WHO WAKES UP IN A BED
IN THE EARLY A.M. DOESN'T EXIST. WHO BUYS CLOTHES DOESN'T EXIST.
WHO GETS ANGRY AT THINGS DOESN'T EXIST. WHO EATS DOESN'T EXIST.
WHO SLEEPS DOESN'T EXIST. WHO IS DISSATISFIED DOESN'T EXIST.
HOW DOES ONE ALLOW YOU TO SIMPLY OVERTAKE US? I DON'T KNOW.

I ALSO KNOW AT SOME LEVEL, I MADE AN AGREEMENT TO FORGET WHAT AND
WHO I AM. I AGREED TO FORGET HOW MAGNIFICENT AND INNOCENT AND
ANGEL LIKE I AM. I SEEK TO REMEMBER , BUT I GET NOWHERE.