Heavenletters

Thank you, dear Generator, this is exactly the topic for me today. I hope you mean to say I'm on the right track, but probably you're just confirming that it's an important topic. No matter. It amazes me no end that I have been wrestling with the question of "choosing your thoughts" for more than thirty years, always feeling I'm making no headway at all, always deeply resenting this choosing philosophy. Well, I guess you can't help resenting it when you experience yourself as the helpless plaything of circumstances, fate, and even your own thoughts of gloom and doom. Now, quite unexpectedly, I feel I am where I always wanted to be in this respect. Why not during all those years of meditation, therapy etc? Why with Heavenletters? No matter. Feeling you have a say in this is new and nice. Seeing you're actually able to refuse pursuing thoughts that hurt is even nicer. I don't even want better thoughts. No thoughts is vacation enough for me at the moment.