Heavenletters

Dear God

Sorry i didn realised i just thought that you will understand what i have gone thru, and hence i spring into my reply to you instantly.......

Why do i say i tried to meditate..... is because countless people have told me to know my higher self or to get answers on my own would be to meditate.... i must have jumped to conclusions that i have to meditate then i will get answers from God.....

So i thought to get answers from my higher self would be to meditate and hence to get answers from God would be to meditate.... Isn't higher self equal to God? Perhaps i really am doing my own assumptions.....

I went to several angel readers.... God you must know! I wanted to communicate with you so badly or rather angels and God on the other side so much.... as a results i have spent too much money on healing and spiritual pursuits.....not that i'm complaining although you may feel i am.....

I wanted to know that you are by my side...but sometimes i felt that i have a Jesus moment, like you have left me and not answering my prayers for very long time....

I'm facing a financial crisis which I am aware is of my own actions.... I am still struggling to solve it...but i so hoped to get a miracles from you dear God......

And i feel that i have some financial karma i must have done in the past that i am unable to accumulate wealth.......and so as of todate i have not learn my lessons or achieve what i wanted......

Dear God i just need to hear you louder, i'm very deaf.....

Dear God i want you to know that i love you very much.... Please help me....