Thankyou dear Jochen and
Thankyou dear Jochen and Gloria,
I've no idea what's going on. Yesterday I was already feeling a little weird, when my husband came and told me something like this: 'Not to make you feel anxious, but when I keep hearing people talk about thieves entering the apartments and houses in this area, so you'd better keep the door locked when I am away.' Well, I must say my husband is a very anxious person, and I have a hard time keeping my peace of mind with his anxiety. I already knew about these thefts, but somehow he caught me unguarded and it was as if he hit me with a fist in my solar plexus. Then one thing followed another, and before I noticed I was down in the deepest depression.
When I get these moments of depression, I can't seem to appreciate anything in life, it seems so 'petty' to me. And I become angry with God, because He created me and tossed me on this Earth. Normally, these periods are a prelude to some change that's going to happen. But this time it's something stronger than ever. Last night I really poured out my hatred to God and someone between sleep and awake I realized that I was really hating myself, as you say Gloria. Today I am not capable of doing anything at all, so I just watch some football matches in TV, and don't even think. I am empty.
Paula
P:S:Funnily enough, I got Heaven #1747 Carry yourself in your own arms, from the Heavenletter Generator. Oh, so appropriate.
Safe in My arms you're only dreaming. -
Al sicuro tra le Mie braccia state solo sognando.
Love is the Answer.-Amore è la Risposta
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Glory, I thank God for Heavenletters™. Today I was talking to my wife about Heavenletters, and for the first time it was difficult for me to find words to express my real feelings in relation to this discovery. Of course: «seek and you will find»
Of course, in Angola we speak Portuguese, and I thank God for the gift of languages given by God.