Dearest and sweetest
Dearest and sweetest Paula,
I think I know well what you are talking about, it feels like a black hole or cloud and you don't know how to get out of it, or you don't want to get out of it...
I recall several Heavenletters where God tells us that (what ever it is) we don't have to have it. It does not have to be with you, you can choose differently. Think or contemplate the most beloved form of God, look at God in your favorite form and keep giving Him your heart and all your troubles, hold them out to Him and you will see what He will do.
I find it amazing and breathtaking that God appears on your PC to talk to you !!!!!!!! See how much He loves you ???? In less than nothing He does appear to show you how close He is to you. He is so close that He is guarding you as close and alert as the eyelid guards the eye !
I send you all my love dear Paula, let me know if there is anything I can do for you, much much love and a sweet hug !
Berit


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