Heavenletters

When I heard the word ‘responsibility’, I tended to shy away from it , it felt like a load upon me that I didn’t want to carry. In this “Heavenletter” it gains a new meaning for me, “Your new responsibility is not a chore”., because it evolves naturally by aquiring more awareness.
In my own experience over many years, while discovering, learning, opening up to awareness, re-membering…………..the one thing that became clear, is that the changes had to come from me and that meant taking responsibility for what I thought, believed, felt, did, chose, focused on……….. After some time, I realized that by what I thought, believed, felt, did, chose, focused on…., affected the world around me and I started to feel more responsibility for that. Now I learn, the same goes for the world at large, even the Universe. The beauty of it, is that it evolves naturally, effortless, joyfully, lovingly.

There is a tendency amongst us to ‘carry’ the problems of the world and with the best of intentions, to wanting to change them. I do not think that, that is the message in this “Heavenletter” therefore, I like the last paragraph: “Along with the responsibility, you carry greater joy than ever before. The joy is yours, and yet it is not yours. Whatever you have now or do now, it is far more than for yourself. You lost yourself. You engage upon a greater journey now. Do not think that you are burdened. You do not carry the world on your shoulders, and yet you help Me carry the world. There is nothing else for you to do. You more than ride on the world now. You carry it, and you wonder why you ever did anything else.”

With love,
Xenia