Good for you for saying what
Good for you for saying what you feel. Honesty is so refreshing.
It is interesting to me because I thought everyone feels the way you have. I know it took a lot of Heavenletters before the concept of God's loving me (scrungy me) could sink in at all. God keeps reminding us, however, that He does love us and there is nothing that can stop His love, not a thread of it, not ever.
As I understand it, we have negative thoughts because we have negative thoughts! It's not really surprising. We keep hearing plenty of negative thoughts around us. Just like music we hear often enough, pretty soon we find ourselves humming what we heard.
My understanding is not that we are to rebuke negative thoughts so much as to let them go. How about laughing at them! It really is comical to think that God, Who is Love Himself, would miss out on loving any one of us.
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