Perhaps, when you are not looking, you will see Me
Dear Juliana,
I resonate with so much of what you are saying here, especially this: "... how am i so powerful to BLOCK YOU out....." I have been asking myself this question for a long time. The answer I found in Heavenletters and was given directly is that we simply aren't so powerful. Blocking out God is not possible. Not being aware of Him is possible to a certain extent but not altogether.
Your seem to be facing major outer challenges in your life and although my life is running relatively smoothly at the moment, I do remember quite clearly how difficult things can look when you are in the midst of them, and how desperate you can get at times. Still, Juliana, do go back to that wonderful response you got from God some time ago. The subject line for this post is taken from it. I re-read it just now and found so incredibly much even for myself. There is so much of that loving softness you need perhaps more than anything now.
Since that response from God is such a treasure chest, I will post the link here for all of you who may be interested:
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Heavenletters are the most valuable “thing” available to us in the whole world today, and it seems crazy to me not to collect and preserve every jot and tittle.