to let go of the past....
dear readers,
Oh how difficult it is to let go of what I thought was the love a my life.....I keep on thinking of what I should have said to make him stay. I blame myself for not knowing what I know now..Or is there a perfection in it all????
I keep on weeping, I said the wrong things..I was wrong...blaming myself....but than again...he didn t gave me a seccond change. Maybe intuitivly he knows this is best??? However I think and weep over and over again it didn t solve the pressent It doesn t make it any better..and so the past is wiser than me...there is already so much more past happend every thing is like it is....
and now is now!!!! So I can choose to move on and still alow myself to love him no matter what....that what there is...now


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