Heavenletters

Oh yes, I can feel it - and how! And the fact that my list "of all the other things" I think about is still long does not seem to matter much. What a relief. I don't have to become "pure" first. I have always found it hard to believe there are no requirements. Now I start feeling it's literally true. All you need is a modicum or readiness, really.

And the very best part from where I'm standing is ... how to call it? ... this tide of ease I feel rising from some unknown depth. Having lived a life of deep uneasiness - worry, apprehension, disquiet, dread (I think you even call it angst?) - ease is truly the promised land for me. Being able to relax, to let things be, to let go of the reins - aaahh.

Yes, it's the most exciting time in my life!