determines your life
When you have a question about your life, little or big, it doesn't really matter much how you answer it. You have a choice to make here and there, and you make your choice. No matter how great your decision may seem to you, it is only a decision. Whatever choice you make, in one sense, nothing is changed. Oh, yes, of course, the surface may change, yet the surface is only the surface. Underlying the surface, is a strong force that works for your good. In the big picture, in the really big picture, whatever choice you make isn't going to matter that much.