Do not make a monster of fear in any of its forms. You may have been quite proficient in looking at fear, yet fear is not so fearful as you have thought. You have taken it far too seriously, as if it were the master of your life, as if you have to dodge fear as you would moving traffic. Even in heavy traffic, you can still can get across the street.

Or consider fear a curtain put before you. The curtain would have you see only itself, yet you are capable of opening a curtain and seeing out beyond its confinement. The curtain is still there, but you moved it aside.

So walk through fear.

Your looking for explanations is the same as looking for excuses. Explanations are excuses. There is error in thinking you require explanations as much as there is error that you require excuses. I understand how much you want to understand. You care deeply to know why this and why that. You cannot at present untie and examine all the connecting threads. From the level of your consciousness, there is no explanation, beloveds. There is no reason.